Sunday, February 10, 2013

From the High Fields to the Fire


Across a snowy landscape
In reverie
Things stitch together
Under lace of smoke, pluming from the fire into
Ice that hangs in air,
The curl of years
Weaving through the vision's
Gray winter afternoon,
Heart beating,
Grateful
Contemplative

Pausing in emotion's balance --
Brought on by years and
The running out of time, when
Just a few magisterial snows are left,
Each one amplifying my repose
By gently covering all that is
Unnecessary
And nurturing what is left --

Suddenly I see so clearly
How the belt of snow and cap of sky,
Their spare distinctions elemental,
Encompass all that anyone might ever need to find,
To nourish everlasting, back
From the high fields to the fire.

Baltic


Night deep black outside,
Stars blinding in the dome of heaven,
South of Lake Ontario, and Canada, beyond.
Wind moans around old cornices
Comes blowing from the northeast,
Brings a vision so mysterious, time and place a blur,
Wind susurrating sibilance into feeling, then to words.

From across the fearful maritime,
Across the North Atlantic,
Where steppes roll deep and frigid
Into vast and nothingness
The gypsy wraps her fringed shawl tight,
Clasps a volume of her verses,
Words on desiccating pages,
She’s been writing all the evening
In the small hut’s candlelight.
She hurries toward the fireplace glow
That flickers through the window
From a cottage on the shore;
Lonely on the "zinc-gray" Baltic
Brodsky pours some vodka there,
And there they read together,
The frozen world forgotten,
In their rich and blending tones
Reading verses in a language
I do not know but understand.

I’m organic in this fabric I created out of nowhere,
Their stanzas transcending my prosaic here and now,
And as quickly as it came to me,
That slice of life from somewhere
Long ago and just imagined
Dissolves into the curling wind,
Fringed shawl no longer tangible,
Dark eyes shuttered, voices quiet, and
The battered covers closed.

The firelight fades, the hearth grows cold,
And real although it was for some long and
Vibrant moments, Brodsky’s dead, his gypsy vanished,
With nothing left but timelessness,
Visitation inexplicable and fading.
Outside now the wind picks up,
I strain to hear faint tolling bells
From an old church on some far and blown cold shore,
And coming from the Maritimes,
I pause and sniff the air


The memory smells of salt.

Saturday, September 1, 2012

To the Unbelievers

Spinning ball in the
Darkness of nowhere;
Earth: infinitesimal speck in
A middle of all we
Don't know, you are

Stressed and begging,
Living, carrying all
The breathing and
Sighing, changing
And hurting
Systems, but

We just don't
Speak the same
Language, I fear;
We haven't listened
Carefully enough,
Have we?

Have mercy, you sad,
Wretched humans,
You who think money
Is an answer,
Do you not understand
That you have enough?

Do you not realize
The crying you refuse to hear
Is your own progeny,
The unborn children of
Your unborn children?

You've no ken, I guess
No appetite or imagination for
The gold of unknown mysteries
That swirl and uptake, that
Segue into the shimmering
And dark velvet great beyonds,
Where in spite of all your
Powers and all your
Machinations,
You, too, will,
You will arrive
To face a mighty everlasting.
 

Friday, August 17, 2012

Alfresco

Edging of flame
Gilds shifting
Clouds that
Move, ponderous,

Floating gravitas, they
Cross imperceptibly
An unsettled sky
At long twilight

The pinks like
Prayers of ballast
Underneath gray ships
Of cumulus,
Nimbus of late summer,
The waves of weather's change
Gold-tinged ephemera

I
Cannot
Capture, in words
Or image this
Fire of west in sunset
Behind the moving
Gray that thunder
Left behind since
Rain swept in
And then away

But in the preternatural
Quiet of this
Homeostasis, I find I
Pause to try.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

The Summer Deepens Forward

I weed the English garden,
Plant bloomers in my cutting beds
Inside the vegetable enclosure,
I pull the vagrant weeds in there,
Then water, water
The stone barn beds are
Packed and fragrant,
Perfect imperfect
Bursting, rampant

Dusk descends
And seen through trees' leafed branches
Against sky's chiaroscuro,
Small brethren
Wing, darting under canopy,
Undercover, to near-night's call,
And the ground all scampers busy.

Down the road
I'm waiting for them to finish
Mowing, working,
My own chores now done,
And finally, then, the silence sounds
As sky dims.

It seems a long twilight.

I think they're all
The same, somehow, these
Stretching twilights,
Something longs, and all the breathings
Settle, well, wind down.
I don't want to stray too far;
I am part of day's transition.

Old dog, alert,
Her ticking fading into darkening fields,
Moves her head in perpetual attention:
Her job to survey,
To patrol the night, for now.

It is too dark to write.
The wrapping air is soft, though
I wear a winter's jacket
As late bits of seeking spring
Dissolve on their way to summertime.
And from these old stone beds out back,
The farmhouse kitchen glows.
  

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Day's End

I discover, again, in season's
Change, the little worlds
Here as I walk and
Listen around
My evening house.

Night bird ending day
Says to bee
My time, please, hush the buzzing
and speaking of day's closing,
There isn't anything to rival
Pond's symphonic bullfrogs.

In these quiet, twilit rural fields,
At day's end a farmer mows
The patchy, grassy dirt
Around her garden,
Close to the yard.

And all that nonsense
In the wailing world out there
Can't touch me here,
I'm balanced on the safe edge
Of world's green growing,
All the warming sounds and songs

And on this rim
There is peace enough,
I find, to see what
Blooms.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Evening

The sun hides now in the bright west sky,
Holly bushes birth in threes, in
A garden alive in color,
And the dogs are stealthy on the 
Evening land of spring,
Hunting small creatures. 
They are part of the cycle.

Light in the room fades 
Past the twilight; 
No sounds arrive, and
That is all, enough, for my deep breathing,
My sighs; I let the small universe outside this
Pastoral gaze settle just
Enough for a  moment of balance.