Sanctuary
Salvation
Approaching sleep I ponder these
Lovely words popping into my head
Beauty in silence and spaces…
So how old do you have to be
Before you can be
Just a little crazy
And no one will notice,
Except he notices
He does, and
Imagines what he
No longer sees
Except he
Does
What he thinks he sees,
Himself, is
What I think I see in
Myself.
Now here is a deep irony
Of confession:
A few days ago these words were
Gifted to me,
“I thought you were beautiful,” and
In that moment of connection
We were remembering a rafting trip
We took together on the Cheat
Friends, then
And in the long sighing
Of decades lost not knowing
That and
Turning to the solace of
I’d rather have what might have been
Than what was,
I’m not sure what to do