Thursday, May 28, 2020

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Arriving

Looking west, she saw 
Hito, coming through the 
Garden
Only it was late, 
Quarter moon just
Enough light, 
Foxes with their odd, mating voices, 
And earlier 
Choraling frogs and hummingbirds,
The opening up
Joyful, such hard work into
The salvation of outside 
Peach sky but for a few moments
And then
Grey sailing ships. 

Sunday, May 17, 2020

On an Old Tapestry

There comes a time when
You stop trying to explain things.
How can you, when
You don’t even know yourself?

Looking at an old textile 
I think, something there,
As she was stitching said 
Pay no attention to 
Provenance, for that is
For the future, and 
Need not be contemplated.
This woman in another century,  
Stitching into an unknown
Simply didn’t think 
Like that, 
Her musings long ago, as she took 
Her careful stitches: 
“I wonder, are they roses?”

In my own world centuries on 
I really can’t say,
The fabric takes on roses
Although I think they’re 
Peonies. 
Maybe I’m too loosely
Constructed in these strange days,
When nothing makes much sense.
I rearrange these old roses, thinking 
Old peonies, while through the years her 
Stitchery whispers to me, so silent: 
Watch, lean in,
Listen, see the colors.
The fabric’s frayed from ageless age,
A provenance of sorts arriving after all,
In a way I am meant to note:
Knit and stitch all things together
And they will come into
To be.

Saturday, May 16, 2020

A Night Between the Lakes

Outage,
Frustrating 
I’m already at some psychic 
Limit
Leave me
Alone 
Then, all right? Now

Night dark beautiful
No power on our rural road
No power we can see
And isn’t that a stunning word
To employ, power, when I 
Wish for leveling, for balance? 

Realities collide
What I wish, what is,
Shows essence in the midst
Of frustration, and
Meanwhile the utility trucks prowl our
Road, reassuring somehow, 
Simply just their prosaic quest 

How pure and beautiful this dark
Forcing contemplation
Forcing surrender
Only a few moments really, these eleven hours, 
Perhaps more, but never mind, 
In the greater scheme I’ll never know, I 
Shall humble into dark, join 
Myself into
One bolt of nothingness 
And everything

When the children were little 
We walked the night
Listening to the indigenous 
Creatures of that dark cover, 
Mindful of meadow and pond,
We learned to suspend insistence
And give in to 
The vision of the moment’s night. 

Never could I have imagined 
That lesson coming home
In my fulsome fury about
A simple power outage
But here we are, and it is so 
And I overwhelm myself with
The deep lightlessness of 
Grateful. 
My mind stirs,
Straying into the brackets 
Of my life.
Earlier I fought to photograph 
This storm, its changing light, but 
Could not get it right 
When all I needed to do
Was feel the winds change 
Trust the corridors of derecho 
And gale, and let words find
My elemental learning

Tonight I understand 
From the young guys in the trucks 
That everything went out and down
Over on Seneca in this day’s late
Afternoon,
And so here
Atop the pause 
Descending from the Hector Backbone
Down toward Cayuga 
The world just had to stop.

The power’s come back on now.