Thursday, May 28, 2020
Arriving
Looking west, she saw
Hito, coming through the
Garden
Only it was late,
Quarter moon just
Enough light,
Foxes with their odd, mating voices,
And earlier
Choraling frogs and hummingbirds,
The opening up
Joyful, such hard work into
The salvation of outside
Peach sky but for a few moments
And then
Grey sailing ships.
Sunday, May 17, 2020
On an Old Tapestry
There comes a time when
You stop trying to explain things.
How can you, when
You don’t even know yourself?
You don’t even know yourself?
Looking at an old textile
I think, something there,
As she was stitching said
Pay no attention to
Provenance, for that is
For the future, and
For the future, and
Need not be contemplated.
This woman in another century,
Stitching into an unknown
Simply didn’t think
Like that,
Her musings long ago, as she took
Her careful stitches:
“I wonder, are they roses?”
In my own world centuries on
I really can’t say,
The fabric takes on roses
Although I think they’re
Peonies.
Maybe I’m too loosely
Constructed in these strange days,
When nothing makes much sense.
I rearrange these old roses, thinking
Old peonies, while through the years her
Stitchery whispers to me, so silent:
Watch, lean in,
Listen, see the colors.
The fabric’s frayed from ageless age,
A provenance of sorts arriving after all,
In a way I am meant to note:
Knit and stitch all things together
And they will come into
To be.
Saturday, May 16, 2020
A Night Between the Lakes
Outage,
Frustrating
I’m already at some psychic
Limit
Leave me
Alone
Then, all right? Now
No power on our rural road
No power we can see
And isn’t that a stunning word
To employ, power, when I
Wish for leveling, for balance?
Realities collide
What I wish, what is,
Shows essence in the midst
Of frustration, and
Meanwhile the utility trucks prowl our
Road, reassuring somehow,
Simply just their prosaic quest
How pure and beautiful this dark
Forcing contemplation
Forcing surrender
Only a few moments really, these eleven hours,
Perhaps more, but never mind,
In the greater scheme I’ll never know, I
Shall humble into dark, join
Myself into
One bolt of nothingness
And everything
When the children were little
We walked the night
Listening to the indigenous
Creatures of that dark cover,
Mindful of meadow and pond,
We learned to suspend insistence
And give in to
The vision of the moment’s night.
Never could I have imagined
That lesson coming home
In my fulsome fury about
A simple power outage
But here we are, and it is so
And I overwhelm myself with
The deep lightlessness of
The deep lightlessness of
Grateful.
My mind stirs,
Straying into the brackets
Of my life.
Earlier I fought to photograph
This storm, its changing light, but
Could not get it right
When all I needed to do
Was feel the winds change
Trust the corridors of derecho
And gale, and let words find
My elemental learning
Tonight I understand
My elemental learning
Tonight I understand
From the young guys in the trucks
That everything went out and down
Over on Seneca in this day’s late
Afternoon,
And so here
Afternoon,
And so here
Atop the pause
Descending from the Hector Backbone
Down toward Cayuga
Down toward Cayuga
The world just had to stop.
The power’s come back on now.
The power’s come back on now.
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