Yoghurt

Sitting in the sun

Eating vanilla yoghurt and blueberries

Creamy and elegant, liquid velvet,

Reading a letter from a friend. 

The yoghurt makes me think of

Cid's Market in Taos

Everything so fresh

And most home-grown.

Sit with this, I tell myself, 

And I pause 

Waiting for some 

Revelation to arrive.

He knows he's dying, 

She says in the letter,

And she says they are

Back to where they

Were in the 

Beginning

Along the Rio Grande and

The little streams and rivelets

Flowing from the mountains

Along the back dirt roads

To Arroyo Seco, I picture 

Banks and ditches 

Wearing yellow, spritzing

White and 

Purple things emerging

From the winter

We die the way we live,

I'll tell her, 

And,

You didn't choose this learning,

And then I remember our mother

Died this day, seventeen years

Gone now.

But every spring when I start to 

Work again in my garden, 

I find her there, and 

Think of her, 

And how there

Really isn't ever any end,

Just change, new shape,

A different physics in 

A universe where 

Stars realign

In season's heavens,

Full moons in processional

To the Equinox

And what is gone is 

Eternally reborn.

I know there are those who

Die and never give a peace 

To the ones

Who wait and dread

Because there 

Sometimes isn't one, 

They return to clay and dust 

But then arrive again, 

Because they

Will.

In my garden, my mother waits,

Sun dips behind high clouds

For a moment. 

There's no connection

To the yoghurt,

But I decide to tell my friend

All will be well

In time.