Tuesday, July 26, 2016

The Family Visit

Down the road the dogs
Are yipping in the heat that finally
Gives in to dusk's respite, and above in
The great dome of heaven another
Jet heads towards Europe, across the
Maritimes, and then the vast Atlantic.

There's little traffic, though,
Here in these skies. Long ago
Someone taught me to read 
The angle of ascent, hear
The singular whirs of engines,
Watch the swoop of direction as 
Taking off, the pilots 
Change the headings, all 
Clues to destination.

Now in these days they made 
To come in the United States, 
This cauldron of unrest and strife,
Fear covering the land like nettles
And neighbor against neighbor, all
Common sense jettisoned to
The uncertainties that heat and dust 
And drought and apocalyptic rains call
From the unsettled knit of elements,
And after all, we're imperfect beings,
Which means we should be scared. 

Now in these days I make to prepare 
The home in the United States
For the ancestors' children's children
Who come because from the homeland
Long ago this is the place that called 
To some of them:
Opportunity, love, adventure,
Solace or escape. 
And there were those who stayed behind; 
I dare say some of these are stories 
We may never really know.

And anyway, 
What a gift they're bringing,
Our family, from across the roiled Atlantic,
They come because somewhere abroad
This place is beacon still. 
They come to bond with us and share 
Ourselves. 
They come with fresh eyes open,
They come because there still is time 
To have some impact  
In the slim shallows of what in life is 
Unexpected and unknown.
The way it's always been,
The way this story goes.



 

Saturday, July 16, 2016

Adjusting Attitude

My old friend's old dog is dying.
The world beyond my small dirt patch
Spins so wildly I don't care 
To try to understand,
For now, and 
I forgot a special task,
Neglected to pay a past due bill, 
And sometimes sit, bewildered,
Wondering if it's just me
Or if the axis tilts a bit
In search of beauty's balance. 
A few spots of rain have greened 
The sere view outside my doors, while
Down the road my neighbor hays
His fields, and soon he will be baling.
There is respite in small moments.
I sit outside and listen to the bullfrogs,
And my old dog of fifteen years
Lopes across the straggly lawn to the 
Pond where bullfrogs call. I 
Watch an ordinary sunset start to slip 
And glow golden, fiery, 
Down behind the spruces that screen
My neighbor's fields, and 
Hummingbirds arrive with their little 
Motors revving at the 
Feeder Peter's tied with red ribbon.
In this minute, two, five or more,
I am aware of homeostasis, 
And in this moment I can say I'm 
Thankful:
All is well.

Friday, July 8, 2016

Birthday in a Drought Year

Night dry as ancestors' bones
Parched back into earth,
They return, the ancestors,
We all return in time,
After our sliver of shining light
Flickers and we go to stars.

I step outside to sniff the scent
Of linden, perfuming a thirsty 
Landscape; it comforts me and
In the velvet night I can't see 
The brown, once-green stretch now lit
By fireflies out towards the pond, 
It's very low.

But linden never fails to arrive with
Its reminder that for a few short weeks,
No matter what, 
I will be transported by its heady smell,
Balance in a world sometimes careening,
A few short weeks of balance 
And perfection.

In the nighttime sky the moon hangs 
Sceptered, and there's a hint of
Rain. Far across the rolling
Western miles,
My friend, dear of my teenaged heart,
Pinches herself and
Wonders how it can be
That this is the eve of her 
Seventieth birthday. 

It doesn't do that I tell her
That she's beautiful
And wise, that her gifts enrich 
Each soul whose path she crosses,
And she's struggling a little, though
I know she will arrive at her resolve and
Bloom into new glory 
In her own sweet time, just

As linden's gifts reappear and remind
That while roots go earth-bound deep, 
When seen through branches redolent of
Lime, berry and ambrosia, 
The sky glows ravishing anew.

I wonder when we start returning,
And when the body, rich and pulsing,
Flesh and blood, fears and dreams
Starts to turn to face a brighter light? 
For some of us, we've decades left; 
I think my wondrous friend 
Has decades left, and
No matter what, I am joyful for her,
Grateful for long years,
Our long connection.