You there?
The arctic night is still,
The great dome of heaven
Erasing boundary, fear.
Not that I have suddenly become
brave.
I think I know
What the road signs say.
My fingertips are so cold,
Icy in the drafts of the old place,
My toes are cold.
I pile another quilt on the bed
And think about it all.
There is a light faint on the
Horizon as I look from
The bedroom window;
Bereft, you are not here.
Releasing the winged,
Earlier than is the normal rhythm
The homing pigeons fly,
Roosting as necessary,
And these other worlds arrive.
They thrive.
As I watch, an unlit,
Landscape sprinkles
In the dark to
White upon the rooftops, and
The stars begin to shine.
What splendor the waiting world.
What new worlds are simply spinning
here.
Maybe they are between the now,
The was, will be.
Among the layered passages in life's
Book, the ones there in this
Something that stays with me,
I'll remember
There aren't necessarily words
To use as markers.
I think the feelings are lovely.
So fine, how the river flows, how
The springtime comes
And I'll just keep on doing
What I'm doing.
There's no urgency, just the
Right-ruddered wheel
Of love surrounding me
In this icy certainty, with
Its fire, the wholeness of
The center.
Sleep comes,
Another night I do not wake
Except in dreams.