Tuesday, December 2, 2014

December in the Last Quarter

Outside the wind is blustery, steady, serious.
I hear it, I remember
That if I don’t, I‘ll miss it.

I think about how hard I’ve been trying,
So long, diligent, worrying
About everything, and now
I choose my life,
It isn’t going to be just sitting here
In the garden, on the icy winter paths
Fussing about the dailiness,
To finally, tethers loosed,
Breathe in beginning spring,
Though the old place is like a best friend:
If I go off for a bit,
I’ll still come home to this haven.

In the late winter my sister and I
Will be traveling again.
We do well together in the car
And it’s time for us to wander some,
Sort out this last season.

I don’t think there
Are many lessons one can learn and share
Except that the road says
Where have you been?
The path says, yeh,
Where have you been?
These questions pop up like thorns,
In the space created when there aren’t
Decades remaining.

Anyway, insights don’t come often.
Wind, voices of the sailing currents,
Rattling, gentling the brighter air, the snowy roar, the still,
These things will not come again.

Aho